vanessahfl | V a n e s s a 👸🏽 ✨ | To whoever is lucky enough to be her next: She’s jealous. Furiously, viciously, desperately jealous. It’ll annoy you, fuck, it’ll annoy you. But don’t get angry, learn to love it. It means she loves you, she cares. She cares so much. She’ll think every girl can see what she sees in you.
She’s scared of the dark sometimes, she has nightmares, bad ones. Hold her. Hold her so tight, stroke her hair, kiss her forehead, and don’t sleep without lingering your arm around her limbs, please don’t let her go.
She has a sense of humour you’ll never find in anybody else. She’s so funny, a dark and honest humour that will make you laugh until your stomach hurts. She’ll love to laugh, make her laugh. She throws her head back and her hair brushes off her shoulders and her eyes light up so bright it’s indescribable, you’ll know what I’m talking about.
She’s insecure, heartbreakingly so. She always has been and she probably always will be. She’ll put the duvet over her body and she’ll turn the other way if you look at her for too long, but she is beautiful. In every light, in every season, at every time of day and in every dimension of the universe, she’s beautiful. Remind her, every day. She’ll blush and shrug it off but she’ll smile when she thinks about it lying in bed that night, and that’s worth the stars in the skies.
Lastly, she doesn’t give second chances. She didn’t give me one. I didn’t deserve one but I’ll never stop wishing I got one. At every opportunity, kiss her in the street, buy her flowers (she loves orchids), dance with her at parties and don’t break her heart. Please don’t break her heart. Because that’ll end up breaking yours twice as bad. You’ll fall asleep to the sound of her closing the door behind her and you’ll never fucking forget it.
Love her, because she’ll love you. She doesn’t do anything in halves, she’ll love you whole heartedly and she’ll do it so very gracefully. Love every single one of her flaws, if you ever manage to find any, love her how she deserves and don’t make my mistake.
Yours truly, I lost her. Instagram Photos | videos | post

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To whoever is lucky enough to be her next: She’s jealous. Furiously, viciously, desperately jealous. It’ll annoy you, fuck, it’ll annoy you. But don’t get angry, learn to love it. It means she loves you, she cares. She cares so much. She’ll think every girl can see what she sees in you. She’s scared of the dark sometimes, she has nightmares, bad ones. Hold her. Hold her so tight, stroke her hair, kiss her forehead, and don’t sleep without lingering your arm around her limbs, please don’t let her go. She has a sense of humour you’ll never find in anybody else. She’s so funny, a dark and honest humour that will make you laugh until your stomach hurts. She’ll love to laugh, make her laugh. She throws her head back and her hair brushes off her shoulders and her eyes light up so bright it’s indescribable, you’ll know what I’m talking about. She’s insecure, heartbreakingly so. She always has been and she probably always will be. She’ll put the duvet over her body and she’ll turn the other way if you look at her for too long, but she is beautiful. In every light, in every season, at every time of day and in every dimension of the universe, she’s beautiful. Remind her, every day. She’ll blush and shrug it off but she’ll smile when she thinks about it lying in bed that night, and that’s worth the stars in the skies. Lastly, she doesn’t give second chances. She didn’t give me one. I didn’t deserve one but I’ll never stop wishing I got one. At every opportunity, kiss her in the street, buy her flowers (she loves orchids), dance with her at parties and don’t break her heart. Please don’t break her heart. Because that’ll end up breaking yours twice as bad. You’ll fall asleep to the sound of her closing the door behind her and you’ll never fucking forget it. Love her, because she’ll love you. She doesn’t do anything in halves, she’ll love you whole heartedly and she’ll do it so very gracefully. Love every single one of her flaws, if you ever manage to find any, love her how she deserves and don’t make my mistake. Yours truly, I lost her.

vanessahfl | V a n e s s a 👸🏽 ✨ | Du warst einer der fröhlichsten, lebenslustigsten Menschen, die ich kenne. Du warst dabei, als ich mit 14 das erste Mal im Club war und hast sofort gemeint, das wäre gar kein Problem. Du hattest immer einen lockeren Spruch auf Lager. Wenn jemand nach einer Schlägerei zu dir kommt und meint „Schau mal der hat mir den halben Zahn ausgeschlagen“ und im gleichen Atemzug sagt, dass er sich ja dann gleich auf Kosten des anderen die Zähne bleachen lassen könne, dann kann man sich glaube ich vorstellen, was ich meine. Das warst einfach du! Es war dir ganz egal, was andere von dir denken. Niemals werde ich vergessen, wie du mit Flip-Flops und kurzer Hose zur Aussage in den Gerichtssaal gestiefelt kamst. Und ich weiß du würdest nicht wollen, dass wir traurig sind. Du würdest wollen, dass wir eine Flasche Champagner öffnen und auf dich trinken. Genau das werden „wir“ heute tun! Du wirst immer bei uns sein, denn wir werden dich niemals vergessen und in uns und unseren Erinnerungen lebst du weiter! 🥀🖤 #iwillneverforgetyou Instagram Photos | videos | post

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Du warst einer der fröhlichsten, lebenslustigsten Menschen, die ich kenne. Du warst dabei, als ich mit 14 das erste Mal im Club war und hast sofort gemeint, das wäre gar kein Problem. Du hattest immer einen lockeren Spruch auf Lager. Wenn jemand nach einer Schlägerei zu dir kommt und meint „Schau mal der hat mir den halben Zahn ausgeschlagen“ und im gleichen Atemzug sagt, dass er sich ja dann gleich auf Kosten des anderen die Zähne bleachen lassen könne, dann kann man sich glaube ich vorstellen, was ich meine. Das warst einfach du! Es war dir ganz egal, was andere von dir denken. Niemals werde ich vergessen, wie du mit Flip-Flops und kurzer Hose zur Aussage in den Gerichtssaal gestiefelt kamst. Und ich weiß du würdest nicht wollen, dass wir traurig sind. Du würdest wollen, dass wir eine Flasche Champagner öffnen und auf dich trinken. Genau das werden „wir“ heute tun! Du wirst immer bei uns sein, denn wir werden dich niemals vergessen und in uns und unseren Erinnerungen lebst du weiter! 🥀🖤